Cross My Heart And Hope To

11 December 2009 @ 09:25 pm

ZOMBIELAND IS DAMN FUNNY!! i came out of the cinema with k excitedly discussing. lol. funny la.
Training today was tiring. First 8 km with cam was good. really good. then after tiring training, met my baby. hahaha.
today was a good day.
Batam tmr with family.
ahhh, bye singapore. Again.
i'll miss you.

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10 December 2009 @ 01:57 am

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hi world! i am in JB now for ocip and im in the hotel room accessing their crappy wifi with sci hons laptop. hahaha. KI and I invaded sci hons room cause our room smelled of fish and yuck. So the 3 of us took turns sleeping on the armchair lol and unfortunately tonight is my night. Thus i am not willng to sleep. hahaha. Gerard's party at jerome's room 10 minutes ago with the rest was damn fun. i laughed until my cheeks hurt. We were playing strip indian poker. lol. me pro. wooo. gerard was going crazy when lionel reached the higher level HAHAHA. OCIP has been.. boring and challenging much but the company is fun! Because my group, who is in charge of the games kinda didnt really plan anything. Fail. Fred, yuxun, gerard, lionel and I were in the games group. lol. coolest group ever. KI followed us cause she is my slave. hehe. yesterday's games were an extreme failure. like really super fail. Mr teo screwed our whole group. But today was a great success! thank goddddd.
Tonight was a good night. sci hons is sleeping in my bed. KI is not sleeping either hahaha too high to sleep la. staring at the armchair with such disdain
BACK IN SG TMR WOOOOOOOOOOOO.
;) i am going to watch tv now.

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05 December 2009 @ 10:17 pm

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Today was the best birthday i ever had
:)

sorry for the little faith i had in you but now i know i believe in you.

sorta started off a little bummed because i was supposed to go cycle with k but cousins were coming over and dad refused to let me go. so i was slouching all over the place, brooding and stoning. and complaining. hahaha. went to meet k at causeway cause i missed him. hehe. slacked around and he got a cake. :) went home thereafter and he made me open his present in the bus.
i swear i died and couldn't believe my eyes when i saw the side of the gift. i was like :O
<3
thoughts were like swirling around my mind and i was grinning from ear to ear.
okay im going crazy. AHHHHHHHH. so i went home and then saw a small girl's backview. i was thinking "eh cousin is here" and person turns around.. and it's... CAMMM and then i saw HUA with her ZEBRA PRINTS!!! I WAS :O
awwwwwww, so sweet leh. i was so touched. thanks!!

happy endings.
must. be. happy.

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04 December 2009 @ 03:34 pm

Boston

all these ancient skies,
like these wandering eyes
took me by suprise..

today. extremely tiring. k2 with cam, FINALLY. JL made us do 4km with the resistance. it was like i was pulling the 4km with 8km of my energy without the resistance. Weights with the bar and pull ups in the rain sealed the end of training for this week! i am very tired.

And again, i am watching KFP. SO NICE.
just believe.

Tonight it is going to be a good night with ed, j and ys.

i hope tomorrow will be be good day.
don't let me down
):
although i already have half the feeling that you are going to.
oh well. what do i do.

I'd walk through hell for you.
Let it burn right through my shoes.
These soles are useless without you.

forever is very much a lie.

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02 December 2009 @ 03:54 pm

refrain

Yesterday was good. Training was tough. Trying so hard to pull, with cam shouting at me behind via bott camp style. Harsh, but it helps. hahaha. hmm. Each inner side of my feet are etched with a ginormous blister. ugh. It really hurts even with the plaster on. Anw, after training, went down to bishan with the guys and it was fun haha. KFP awaited me at home :) it truely is a form of cheap thrill like how lan is for boys. i felt happy after watching it. hehe. Then cam came over in her glam get-up and i had to match up to her. HEELS LEH. hahaha. Holland with belle, mic, ed, J and cam. Fun. i really enjoyed it. Belle paid for my shots and margaritas. awwww, thanks belley. dad picked me up, and i was too afraid to speak because i was abit high and slurring my words. so na-da, don't speak. Bloodshot eyes greeted me at my room mirror, gossssh, what a day. i really felt shacked. Anyhow, i slept till 9 which was kinda late for me. hahaha. Well, i attempted to do math and read through some bio stuff but i lost all signs on skill when i just could not show that maclaurin question -.- evil.

Watched Across the universe again. This is the 3rd time i am watching it. But i can't help it, it just gives me hope and happiness. (but not as much as kfp) Not to mention that Jim sturgess is (Y). Everytime they sing a song, i just have to process each and every word in the lyrics, and sometimes it makes so much sense to me but then again it also leaves me asking out loud, how can this be and how can this actually happen. But ah well, fell asleep halfway. haha was too tired.

There's training tomorrow.
It'll be good. except my whole body is like a bag of pulverized bones. dang.

...

you say you want a revolution
well, you know

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30 November 2009 @ 06:20 pm

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Today's training was insane and not really enjoyable. jas didn't board the bus!! and i realised my previous msges were not read hahaha wth. so begun the mundane journey to macritchie. (feel guilty fiend! hehe) and to think i left my house at 7, i ended up being 20 minutes late. curse you, 970 and 52.
JL condemned us to the evil k1. After clocking 5km, cam and I were shrivelled pieces of meat roasting in the seats of those k1s. okay there wasn't any sun but we were suffering anyhow. We thought JL would allow us to reunite onto our baby, k2. but no! he says : BU NEN! yao hua k1! it was indeed a crushing moment, and then he wanted us to clock another 5km. wah. hell. really bad training. not fun. plus i was quite pissed off with a doof. that doof. lol. sorry. haha. can't help it that my thinking is abit warped and negative somehow. killer pull ups followed. i suck so bad. such a shame.
Tonight is going to be a good week.
It MUST.
i don't want to go to my ocip feeling like faeces.
bye.

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29 November 2009 @ 10:46 am

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And I love you so.
The people ask me how,
How I've lived till now.
I tell them I don't know.

I guess they understand
How lonely life has been.
But life began again
The day you took my hand

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25 November 2009 @ 08:29 pm

keeper

These few days have been good and eventful!
Yesterday was undoubtly tiring as the whole day was spent far away from good old home. Planned to go for training after CIP meeting in school but after yx and I reached mac. we saw random trees being cut down, and no cj people rowing!! noooo, the horror! Headed to yakun to meet evel, smellz, ju, ash and almo. talked rubbish then we watched a christmas carol. i was focusing more on my freezing legs and my urge to visit peenation. Some parts were boring la. although the ending was predictable much, it was quite heartwarming i suppose. Headed down to jerome's house to play rockband. His freaking house is located in some place where i've never been to and we had to walk soooo long. but quite fun haha. tommy forced me to sing. quite fun. HAHA I CAN HIT HIGH NOTES ^^ HEHE. BRING ME TO LIFE LEH. HAHAHA. shucks. hidden talents of my deep facade of voice. went home with smellz and we had a good chat but he kept insulting my bangs. asshole.
Today was as productive, in a pl kind of way. lol. not my mum's thinking of a day well-spent but whatever goes. Went down to mac to run with evel (hehe), and i met jasmine down because she thought there was training today so invited her to run with us. Ran the x-country boy's route and did the pyramid pull ups after that. Felt good thereafter! Met ed to give him his desired cake (lol), and hung around and watched some GG and stalked some people. hahaha. Shopped with porkz after that! retail therapy really is good for the soul. What if I die tomorrow? I would never have gotten the pleasure to guy that beautiful victorian lace blouse.. or that pocket t-shirt.. or that flower print dress.. SO! we should eat like we're going to die tomorrow. Play like we're going to die tomorrow. Rebel like we're going to die tomorrow. Celebrate like we're going to die tomorrow. (study like we're going to die tomorrow does not apply because if we do not ENJOY studying). She made me adopt this new philosophy of life. and now i'm broke. but mum's present was worth it. hahaha. damn. Laughed like no tomorrow. Time spent with kenny pork is time well-spent (Y). except i don't know how to explain my new blouse thingy, shoes, t-shirts to my dear mum who is hovering within close promixity yaking on the phone who is very possible going to walk here any moment and inquire what i'm doing. gah.
Tomorrow, collecting psle results with fat boy. :O
I really enjoyed this week.
:)
Life is good.
I MISS THOSE DWEEBS IN BATAAAAAAAAAAM. where is my baby ):

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23 November 2009 @ 06:14 pm

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Today everyone else left me for batam. Sob.
But i must say, my life has been improving! hahaha, i'm happy.

hahahaha. i'm smiling to myself.
As i ran just now, instead of always frowning and thinking of extremely depressing things i was actually grinning to myself and enjoying the breeze in my hair. And today was a productive day. I THINK. hahah i finished the TPJC math thingy. yay. and i watched my hongkong/taiwan/korean whatever drama and Across the universe. It was wicked cool. Jim sturgess is (Y). nice revolution and beatles songs.
All we need is love. hehe.
i'm determined to stay happy and only slip back into mild depression cause of a relapse when the situation is really too excruciating to bear. but nah, happy happy happy.
sci hons said my bangs are making me perky cause bangs are for perky people but i beg to differ. IM NOT PERKY, unlike some people. Being perky just digusts me cause it's against my principles. hehe.
I miss those in Batam already ): ): ):
esp k.
my handphone is so silent it's getting uncomfortable.

cancel like, insert love.
omg. i'm so happy i'm killing myself.

And i love you so,

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21 November 2009 @ 06:41 pm

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i hope it will.. change.

yesterday was majorly good (Y) mini outing with the canoe girls at kap and going to NP cause cam and hua were bored. Talk space at NP owns CJ. we don't even have to register or whatever. i like. Went for l4d with cam, hua and rachel at parklane. hahaha abandoned belle and mic who were having their drinking escapades (NEXT TIME I PROMISE).

could this be out of line?
to say that you're the only one

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Current Music: so contagious - acceptance

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18 November 2009 @ 08:53 am

uprising

what a half-week! it's only wednesday and i'm shagged beyond description. Monday and tuesday was training, and i must say all that not workign out for the past 1 month or so has taken a toil on me. i can't even run. lousy. lousylousylousy. so i attempted to go run at MINDef just now. hahaha. weak. today is break day and it's training again on thursday and friday. lalala.
Everyone has started studying.... eg hua. cam. jas. wah. it's scary.
canoe girls outing. SOOOOON.
ys said i became fatter. maybe it's true. omg. die.
Muse is quite nice.
Hungry.
Skinny is NOT the new fat, cam. hehe.

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29 October 2009 @ 03:11 pm

paint my love

it's 3.17pm and i'm alone at home typing this.
i'd thought today would be better, but it went all downhill from here (New Found Glory). Tried not to cry cause of something sci hons said but wth, it just came down like a leaking tap. how damn embarrassing. how do you know what's true or not? you don't.

just tell me i've got you forever. please.

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23 October 2009 @ 05:14 pm

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inner shavings when school closes. mark my words. still contemplating actually.

today was a relatively normal day as everyone trudged to school grumbling and moaning about how annoying chinese is. IT IS.
dinner with ed, j and ys at good old west mall later. hahaha.

:)

"One question; do you need someone, or do you need me?"

— Say Anything (1989)

Tags: blink 182 - the rock show

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17 October 2009 @ 06:12 pm

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Blair: 3 words, 8 letters, say it. and i'm yours.

<3

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15 October 2009 @ 09:58 pm

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today was a good day.
Sorority row was average, with phobia 2 at the corner of my mind! hahaha. k and i got lost at northpoint, cause it was some unknown place. but we successfully found it by asking some random people (he asked, HAHA I WAS TOO SCARED) pussy. The subway was damn phail place. mini sized. lol. daytona was fun. ownage baby. but you still pro la. hehe. We got lost trying to fund safra yishun and we began "aunty hunting" as we located potential aunties who might actually have a clue were it was. haha in the end we cabbed there to find out that place only allow SAFRA members in the pool room. fail.
while slacking at some block, called kenny and went to jp to find her with k. HAHA SO FUNNY. enlighting conversations. woooo.
okay dotA.
IM NOT THAT NOOB!

"Rufus Getting Married" Pictured: Leighton Meester as Blair, Ed Westwick as Chuck Photo Credit: Giovanni Rufino / The CW © 2009 The CW Network, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

(L) leighton meester's dress.
hahaha

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14 October 2009 @ 10:51 pm

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IT'S OVER. i can safely say that.
i'm extremely tired now and i've no idea why. Packed my room when i reached home asap, housework and housework. Settled in front of the tv and there's no exciting show to watch.

tired.

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13 October 2009 @ 07:20 pm

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1 more day baby, and it's just you and I.
hmmm,
time pass faster please!!

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12 October 2009 @ 02:42 pm

can you see the life you're living?

2 MORE DAYS TO LIBERATION (fake liberation)

day and night

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06 October 2009 @ 05:41 pm

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i'm going under.
8 more daysssss. please past faster.
today is chem day. and its massive.

dad: lucky none of you are not nerds *lol*
mum: notice he's the only one laughing..
haha he has something against nerds.

cats are so cute.

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17 September 2009 @ 06:52 pm

superman

happy belated huaster!
you MUST <3 the frogs kk. hahaha. cam was so disgusted by she almost refused to hold the plastic bag as i passed it to her. and when i brought it to class, sci hons started freaking out as she screamed: get that away from me!! hehe. great success on the "surprise hua operation" HAHA. okay.
i'm insanely stressed till i could just stop studying already. i want to sleep! but my overwhelming feelings of insufficient study has overclouded my sleep trigger and thus allowing me to stay awake (dreams only last for) until i can't take it. i can't take it. i want to give up and stop! woooo. but can't. 2 and half more weeks. stupid math rev package is the ultimate demoralising tool. need to buck up. must sleep later. must not blog. MUST STUDY!!!! if i retain, i live in shame. and i don't think i can take the blow. MUST PROMOTE. and emjoy my holidays after that.
bye.

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